Sunday, March 21, 2010

La La Land

March 21, 2010

I hear the economy is in the tank.  I really haven't been terribly affected by this ... yet.  Last week I had a jolt of reality. 

My boss came into my office and informed me that lay offs were imminent.  He just wanted me to know that my job was not secure; no one's was really.

I have always thought that I wanted to be a stay-at-home mom.  It seems so fabulous.  I love my Fridays off.  A whole week of that would be heaven.

So I was totally shocked at my reaction to this news that I may no longer be working.  Instead of thinking that I may realize my dream to be a stay-at-home mom, I went into panic mode.  I worried about how much health insurance would cost through Tom instead of me...and yes, I realize how fortunate we are that we still have it available to us despite the fact that it would be for an increased cost.  I worried about not contributing.  WOW!  Not how I thought I'd react.  

I guess I really can say, I am glad to have my job...at least for now.

Karen

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